My world is small enough and what I'm doing is just making it smaller.

Can't you see that doing this will do you no good? Can't you see that nothing will come out of this? Can you fucking wake up?

Who cares if your life is in such a deep piece of shit? You got into it, and you're still swimming inside of it? In fact, you're diving deeper and deeper into this pile of shit, what the fuck do you think you're doing?

Precisely. You'd better not expect anyone to feel sorry for you and the shit that you're in. Everyone expects you to pull yourself together and chiong.

OK, not everyone.

AH FUCK YOU, there you go again with your sad self. Who cares if hardly anyone cares? Who cares if hardly anyone understands? You alone shall conquer the world, with enough ego and self centeredness, you will build up enough confidence and one day take over the world.

But that's not me.

OK, this is not going anywhere. I had quite a talk with myself today ( reflection ). But it didn't go far. Weak little flame that is called motivation.

Maybe I can own Perona now. Negative Hollow.