Touch, Let's Pass The Taint.
And so those were the few. But the few would be more than enough. To think that back then, everything seemed fine and wonderful. I wonder what the hell happened.
But for some cases, it doesn't matter anymore. I'm not going to let it affect me. It's ridiculous, all that has happened. But then again, that's how the world always is. Accept it.
Ridiculously cruel at times, yet ridiculously wonderful at times. But some wonders were given just to be taken away, and hence the ridiculously cruel bit.
You may lose people for ridiculous reasons. People who badmouth/gossip about you, intolerance, nonchalance, selfishness or perhaps all together at once. God knows what other bullshit may come your way. Accept it.
Remember just a few posts back?
" When something or someone is really giving you problems, then stop and think about it: ' Do I really have to let this bother me? ' " If there was anything I should look up to you about, these would be one of those things I suppose.Is it worth it? Worth all the effort, emotions and God knows what else you have to go through just to put up with all this nonsense?
I think I really need a clearer idea of who's worth everything and who I really shouldn't be caring for.
But yet at times, everything is just so messed up.
And that's life for you, for a life without challenges and turmoil, wouldn't be much of one anymore. Live it through and get better.
I'll learn to forget and disregard as much as you have done to me. No point in caring when people do not reciprocate isn't it?
----------------------------------------------------------------------------It's been a good weekend as always. :) Nice to be able to see Alastair, Gran, Kun Seng and Leonard again. And it's been ages since I played L4D2, haha :D Have to thank Gran for lending the bass, and think I'll have to ask Hubert for wireless cable tomorrow.
Speaking of which, still have people to confirm with for the concert tickets :/
All this tomorrow then.
Psyche up, it's the last week to make a difference, hope we'll make it in time! :)
Stockholm Syndrome.