Monday, May 15, 2017
A Purpose{7:08 PM}
Do we have life all figured out?
Sometimes it's not so much of finding an answer to that question, perhaps we never will.
Sometimes we think we've got it all figured out, then we realize how utterly wrong we were.
In other times, I've come to realize.. We simply need to occupy our minds. Sure we waste time every now and then, but when time is being spent in a more productive manner.. You leave no room for your mind to wander off to silly thoughts. You work your mind such that it doesn't narrow. And then you realize your thoughts and perhaps, your actions, they may have been uncalled for.
It's when you start thinking only about yourself, that's when things get very dangerous. So go on, carry on being that noble, selfless person. See how far that gets you. After all, is it not in our very nature to be self seeking, to want to sustain our lives? I don't know what's the best way, probably never did.
What's next? Get yourself figured out first, bruh. Then we'll talk about you and everybody else that matters.
Thursday, April 27, 2017
The Greater Good{9:57 PM}
To me, life truly has meaning when you engage in things so much more bigger than yourself. I have you to thank, and I can never thank you enough for turning my life around.
And that's just it in our line of work. We try our damnnest to make a difference. Realistically, we can't save everyone, but we're surely going to try.
Just the little occurences to get us by and to keep us going, gotta keep trying in hope that it's all worth it. Keep pushing on, don't stop believing in yourself, because I'm sure as hell not giving up on any of you.
Thursday, March 16, 2017
Life.{1:33 AM}
"I don't deserve it, do I? I've done something unspeakable. And until today, I didn't know. You wouldn't tell me. So we just.. Kept on running away from it."
Amazing movie.
Tuesday, February 28, 2017
What's Inside{5:17 AM}
This dream I just had, pretty much put the thoughts I've been having in a visual and emotionally charged medium. Some days these thoughts seem silly, childish even. Some days.. It'll just keep eating away from me on the inside, try as I may to put it aside for now.
The unshakable fear that you know you're likely right, but against it all you refuse to admit it. For the sake of your sanity you deny it.
I just can't. Not in this period of time. But thanks for the reminder of reality, brain.
Monday, February 27, 2017
And It's My Fault{11:07 PM}
"
D,We always said that if we got separated, I should come back here and wait for you. You'd show up with beer and pretzels. You remember that? I know. You probably don't.
You always said that, when we started dating, you forgot to tell me you had a shitty memory. You used to get so frustrated by it, knowing you wouldn't remember those good days, those special days.
I felt bad for you. I remember you said there was so much you wanted to hold on to, and then it'd be gone. But you're lucky you don't remember things, D.
I wish I could wait for you now. But I don't know if you'd come with me, or if you'll take me back there, or you'd kill me.
You didn't want to live in that world, and I made you. I did what I did because I didn't want you to die. But now you've killed, and you've become everything you didn't want to be. And it's my fault.
You were better than me, most people are. I let Daryl go because he reminded you of who you used to be. And I wanted to let you forget.
I don't think I'm going to make it out here. But you're wrong. Being there isn't better than being dead, its worse.
I hope you realize that. I hope you get away. I hope you remember the good days, even just one of them. But, I don't think you will. I don't think you'll ever read this.
I loved who you were. I'm sorry I made you into who you are.
Goodbye,
Honey
"
All the feels in that one scene. The only thing making it better than the comics so far.
