Yes it's the perfect word which one just happened to find at http://www.dictionary.com/ .

One is very much a diffident person.

Not self-confident, distrustful of one's powers-

Wait, one has powers?

Although lately one has felt as though one has been becoming more clairvoyant of late but otherwise, what powers?

POWERS? How can one be distrustful of one's powers when he doesn't have any powers to begin with.

There he goes again, diffident of himself once more, many people would think.

But really, what is considered power?

Here is the definitions from http://www.dictionary.com/ , and one feels like their 宣传人. LOL.

POWER
1.
ability to do or act; capability of doing or accomplishing something.

2.
political or national strength: the balance of power in Europe.

3.
great or marked ability to do or act; strength; might; force.

4.
the possession of control or command over others; authority; ascendancy: power over men's minds.

5.
political ascendancy or control in the government of a country, state, etc.: They attained power by overthrowing the legal government.

6.
legal ability, capacity, or authority: the power of attorney.

7.
delegated authority; authority granted to a person or persons in a particular office or capacity: the powers of the president.

8.
a document or written statement conferring legal authority.

9.
a person or thing that possesses or exercises authority or influence.

10.
a state or nation having international authority or influence: The great powers held an international conference.

11.
a military or naval force: The Spanish Armada was a mighty power.

12.
Often, powers. a deity; divinity: the heavenly powers.

13.
powers, Theology. an order of angels. Compare angel (def. 1).

14.
Dialect. a large number or amount: There's a power of good eatin' at the church social.


Chuckloads of shit to read, one daresay LOL. Lazy to read? Its OK, because the bottom line is, one has no power.

Got to go collect some sleep now, its 4 am here. BLEH.