I cannot handle Paramore, they're too darn addictive.

Questioning the reason for existing.

See, unlike the many games most of us people play, we do not live to defeat evil monsters in the very end and save the world. No, really, what do we exist for? And by the way, it'll suck to exist like characters from games, for we won't have our own will, that's one thing. We'd also be so restricted and constrained, next time you play a game, put yourself in that character's shoes. Sucks to be that character eh, living the same life time and again.

Very well, back to my original question, why do we exist, what do we exist for?

You know what? I'll leave that question there, I'll deny myself the truth that we exist only to await death's calling, I'll live selfishly off this world till I die. We'll keep asking ourselves why, and deny that answer, and exist to do nothing but await our eventual death.

I think I'm starting to recuperate, I'm becoming more and more normal.

Or so I think. Ah well, things have to be built up slowly, just hope no one comes by to sabotage my foundations of this building up of my character and abilities.

Really, as compared to how I was before, a completely degenerated person, I now feel less like that. Now YAY.

Now to find more meaning and fulfillment in life, I wish to pursue what I really want to do, so I keep wondering why I'm still in school.

Who cares what I want.

There are 2 Spider Fires in this world.

One is Flirtatious Spider Fire.

The other is Rotten Spider Fire.

Night all, happy Friday.