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Saturday, March 22, 2008
Self-parasitic{2:40 AM}

How can one not be a burden to society? Everything one does, is for one's own sake. Fucking selfish parasite. Ah, one's selfishness is killing oneself.

~INSANE I AM NOT~

I've lived near 16 years of life.

What I've been doing all this while, I fucking don't know.

Pathetic and confused, I lived off the world for near 16 years, doing nothing productive.

In fact, me using the computer now to post this, is wasting electricity, the fan is rotating at me, sending wind at my face; for it is not blowing me. The lights are turned on, does the world need me to do this for them? I don't think so.

Does the world need me to get all A1's for O'level? Would my beautiful O'level certificate then save the world from global warming and doomsday? I'd think not.

My father is right, I'm useless. I may know how to download things, type, read, walk, run, breathe, but still; I'm not useful to the world.

I play games, I mock people, I buy things to eat and drink, I waste electricity, I don't study for the greater good, I eat and drink more, I BLAH.

Who cares how I waste my life away? All you need to know is I'm not doing anything for the society, ergo: you included.

Really, I don't ever recall letting society benefit from me, all I ever did was benefit from society.

I'm too selfish. Selfish, selfish.

Such a parasite I am, I should go die. Yet I'm so selfish, I'd rather live, see how selfish I am?

Maybe I should go sell some fish, perhaps then society would benefit from my fish conjuring and selling abilities. Now YAY.

Sorry for wasting your time, but then again, I meant to waste your time. *EVIL GRIN*.

I'm just selfish.

-----Feel-----
Time to die.

Time to be alive again.

Time for new beginnings.

Because......

Perhaps it was all a dream.

Life, live it well.

-----Speak-----

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