Irksome.
Bothersome.
Lonesome.

Threesome, Mr.Pompous Bastard, Her, Me.
Twosome, Her, Me. Seemingly impossible, but we'll never know.

Some woe.
Some stupidity.
Some sting.
Some nonchalance.
Some unanswered.
Some uncertainty.
Some hyperventilation.
Some breathing space.

Some motivation.
Some inspiration.
Some effort.
Some knowledge.
Some insight.
Some control.
Some flaws.
Some discrimination.
Some outcast.
Some neglect.

Some ignorance.
Some haunting.
Some fears.
Some barriers.
Some love.
Some disgrace.
Some fool.

Always some, but never whole, never complete.

Haha, I'm stupid. I cannot hear it when others say I'm stupid. I am not affected by what they say of me. This thus determines my level of intelligence as "Low". I never displayed any amount of intelligence, you can now safely say that I'm stupid.

Kai Sheng is stupid and never does anything spectacular. He is not impressive, not special, not talented. He is nothing. He is impossible.

He just eats in class, sleeps in class, makes funny comments here and there, get crappy scores, never works hard in school, yet has no other talent or skill in life. Stupid no life.

Who would love such a stupid no life? Few people would.

If the stupid no life spammed you everyday, of course you wouldn't love him, instead, you could hate him.

I guess I am a fool for you. Not like you're interested in me, you'd rather talk about yourself, change the subject to some stranger you don't really know, and then shrug me off by going to sleep early. You never sleep early; I've always told you to, but you never listened. Well, actually, today you slept early. Looks like I'm not suitable for you, or anyone.

Maybe suitable for some fat, stupid, loser girl.

For I'm the stupid, loser boy.

And you're like, that confident, pretty girl.

Sure, I've seen on many occasions, Beauty and the Geek relationships. It can happen. Either they really love each other, or the geek is rich.

Maybe I seemed too obvious to you, and you're afraid? I think too much.

My hope is bleak, but I'll still give it one more shot. I have to do it. But its really the judges' ultimate decision to make. But I must make this happen.

Would she be impressed then? Will she then become more interested in me? We'll see. And in the meantime, I'll still spam her, but not too much.

I can simply go to a polytechnic. So many other girls there. But really, they are just not you. I can even go so far as to clone you if technology allowed it. But it just won't do.

All I want is you.

If you still don't care by then, I don't know what more I should do then. I would probably give up. I'm useless after all.

And you can continue claiming that Kai Sheng is stupid. Because he really is, and you are clever enough to say it out as your clever brain is unable to retain this knowledge of Kai Sheng's stupidity.

Ah, LDW is back with greater vengeance! But who gives a shit about his pathetic attempts of obtaining pleasure from people's suffering.

I would cut myself, but I'm not allowed to. And she also disapproved of self-mutilation.

Oh the things I wish I could do for you.

And the things you would do for me.

I don't need you to live, you're not air, food or water. But right now, I carry on living because of you.

My life is of no significance, it is only when I can do things for you, protect you and die for your sake or in your steed, only then will it be of significance.

So I won't die so easily.