Imagine if I just lied to you.

That would have been even more disrespectful and selfish.

But instead, I decided to be honest, and share with you my intentions.

But if I lied, things won't be so difficult now.

Or maybe my conscience wouldn't be able to take it.

But, no matter what, it was still wrong of me to do something like that.

And now I feel as though I'm living with strangers.

I need someone to turn to and give me advice.

See, selfish again.