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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
laugh, painful{5:42 PM}

I can't view my blog.

Still can post, but can't view it.

OK, should solve what troubles me currently.

I seriously want to be in Miss Chong's Chemistry class. Like, right now. But ultimately, it's her decision to crush my attempt to make myself happy.

I see it happening already, it most probably won't work.

Sigh, one after the other.

A race against time. A heart beating slower. A life dwindling. A hope bleak.

Yup, I really need therapy I guess.

Whatever you tell me won't be of use, for I'm stuck with such a mentality. In fact, whatever you say to me, I take it and convert it into something depressing for myself. If only you'd understand and stop trying your reverse psychology and your wake-up calls.

You'll never get what you want. You'll never please people. Your whole life was meant for disappointing people. You're hated. Your existence is scorned.

That's it I guess.

-----Feel-----
Time to die.

Time to be alive again.

Time for new beginnings.

Because......

Perhaps it was all a dream.

Life, live it well.

-----Speak-----

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-----See-----
Alastair Lee
Brina Lee
Chong Xin
Ee Ning
Frances Lim
Grace Sung
Gran Ooi
Justin Kor
Kien Ann
Lewis Leow
Melissa Wee
Sheena Phua
Terence Szeto
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