Wow, cleared four papers by now. I'm going to do English Comprehension afterwards.

I'm not motivated, I'm just moving. I know it's not enough, but hey, I'm moving.

Gonna toss an emo bit of myself here to make myself less emo. Yeah.

I'm not a good person; my words, no one will heed. The words I utter, blatantly ignored. After I speak, and seeing the reaction ( or rather, not seeing any reaction ), I get put down. That's it. I keep hating myself for speaking out in the first place, always saying the wrong things or saying things people don't like to hear. I kept telling myself, stop talking then, no harm will come to you. You won't get disappointed and the hearing party won't get pissed off too.

But I still keep talking instead of shutting off completely. I never learn my lesson, or rather, I don't want to.

The measures I turn to are quite desperate and a little extreme, I guess that's why I'm shunned.

Just, complete concern, with you on my mind always, and me on your mind always.