Policemen are damn scary, I don't know why. They're just, very intimidating. Guess that's their job anyway. But I get a feeling that they're out to end my life, something of the sort, ha ha. Police have been around lately. It's very worrying. I'm like, half expecting Mas Selamat to be in the vicinity or perhaps some deranged bastard has been going around assaulting people.

I'm a weird boy, yes.

I happened to watch a bit of the 9 pm show on Channel 8 while eating my dinner. How should I put it, our local Chinese drama series' standard has deteriorated over the years. Now we have to resort to these kind of flashy things for viewership and ratings. I believe it was called Beach, Balls, Babes. Like what the hell, simply horrible.

For some reason, today's episode was particularly interesting. Somehow, this teenage girl thinks that this dude really loves her, and apparently they made love to each other from some episodes before. Her mother heard of it, and so did her grandfather, and the two of them got rather worked up. Grandpa chased her out of the house. She runs off to the dude she made love with to stay with him.

We could think: Aww, how sweet.

Or otherwise: What does she know?

We can think of anything. But really, why does she not understand that this dude is some womanizer? She thinks that he feels differently for her, that he treasures her. It might be true and real, but if not, it only goes to show that he's some professional right? I don't think I'll watch this show any further. I have no time for it and I don't like it much anyways. I'm not one to watch TV something just to see girls, who aren't hot in any single bit, playing beach volleyball on national television for people to salivate over. Yeah, and every series now must inculcate sex into it, sickening.

We're right, sex is taking over the world and we call this process: Globalisation.

Another point, I'm not saying I'm like damn big or anything, but hey, is it good to think that we can actually fend for ourselves as who we are now?

She says she needs to have her own freedom, she's big enough to think for herself and make her own decision. She says she knows herself that this dude her rightful man.

Yeah I'm childish, yet is it wrong for me to say that we think we've grown up way too early? If you'd observe carefully, a lot of youngsters are thinking they've all grown up and everything. Could be good, could be bad. I mean, it's good if they've matured, but if they've matured in a wrong manner and think they're some big shots, then serious problems arise.

Is humility an issue here?

Why do I even bother? I gotta start becoming hardcore. Soon.

Ulcer damn big, ugh.