You have to know. You have to understand. I'm just different. I am.

Why is this happening anyways? And I still insist on not following the path of a hermit, yet my social life is bull crap. My studies are like shit.

It's torturous, I'm doing like shit on both sides, yet I still cling on to both.

I'm a jerk. My entire life is a testament to that. And people like you are out to further enhance the evidence.

I am lower than a mortal, and the rest of you are above me now. Able to rid yourselves of such worldly and mundane feelings. And you're going to treat me like one of you people, it's not helping, it's making things worse. You people are crazy.

What am I saying? Ha ha.

I'm so good to laugh at and to torture. Sure, go ahead, laugh at me, torture me some more.

Kill me, slowly and painfully. I don't want to die, but I'm feeling it already.

Yeah, back to square one.

I might be nice, but I'm also useless. And we don't like useless, now do we?

Yes, I know you hate me. They all do. So why can't you? Why'd you give me the impression, when you blatantly say that you care?