It's seriously useless to keep feeling sad and moping around, for it amounts to nothing at all. I have to get of this mentality. Work, make do with what time that is left. Julian said to me, 2 more months of hell, the results will be worth it.

So, here goes. Even if I messed up when I tried to be cheeky and fun, resulting in you bitching at me, I'm not going to fret about it, because fretting won't achieve anything. I'm not going to mope about it and behave like some deranged lunatic headbanging to Slipknot while I'm alone in my room.

All of a sudden, it seems a little easier to study, I don't know why. As in, it now seems like, whoa, it's just this little to study only? I want to create something impressive out of the Prelims, something people can be proud about.

Then again, I can't assure anyone that I'll become a 6A1 or something. Realistic goals. Just make a huge improvement will do.

The plan? First, to think more positive and become less lethargic, the solution is to exercise more. Second, mug.

There. By being all emotional and stuff, what's the use?

Rhetorical question, mind you.

Homework might have to hold for a bit, constitution is worsening.