That settles it.

So, go figure. Fine, be like that.

I realised that nowadays I'm so blur that I hardly know what I'm talking about.

So, instead of trying to squeeze myself into matters that are not of my business, I'm just going to do common things and talk less.

I won't even give myself a chance to mope over something that I'm not a part of, especially if I never will be eligible for it.

Analogy in a rhetorical question: Would a prestigious country club allow some poor beggar to become a club member?

Obviously not, right?

So yeah, the situation is kind of like this. Never mind, won't fret about it, no effect anyway. Move on.

I just turned on the lights and signed in on MSN, shocked to see so many people online at 1 am+.

She was online too! But coincidentally singed off just moments after I signed in.

Coincidence much? Perhaps....

Don't be so paranoid.

I should completely switch off from most things and mug more. Make sure to keep the breathing switch turned on.

Still got time, still got hope. Make something out of it.

Games can wait. Learn to talk more maturely.

I need fans, climate too shitty. Hate the major climate change. makes more people resorting to powerful air-condiioning, thus speeding up the effect of global warming, only making matters worse right?

Never mind, we'll all die eventually. Just don't hasten our deaths.

At 1:30 am.