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Friday, September 26, 2008
{9:01 PM}

Travian is so fun. I knew this day will come, the day when my resource production would be so high. Like, so fun when you're so powerful.

I come home, and I get greeted with sexy digits, build, send troops to attack, all this while I study. Fucking fun.

It hardly requires much attention, which makes it damn fun.

OK, I want to admit. I'm getting damn fat now. I forsee another heart attack. Ouch.

Seriously, it really hit me when I gorged for dinner.

Feeling damn guilty la. But I realised, I put no effort into stopping myself, just kept eating and eating and eating. Till it got uncormfortable, only then did I stop myself.

That's a sign of depression.

Insomnia is a sign of depression.

And I do stupid stuff when no one is looking.

To get out of this fucked up phase, exercise, it helps because it induces endorphin production. Makes you fresher. Makes you feel less fat, thus more confident.

Only then can I tuck in my shirt with confidence.

:D

Lets just keep running all the way like some fucking mad cow, sleeping less, and behaving madly.

After O level, let loose. Like woosh.

Yes, let's do crazy stuff.

GKY, Go Kill Yourself. I hate you because you exist.

You hate me because I exist.

-----Feel-----
Time to die.

Time to be alive again.

Time for new beginnings.

Because......

Perhaps it was all a dream.

Life, live it well.

-----Speak-----

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