Whoa, deep words from a certain manga chapter.

"When one loves, there is a risk of hate." Chim ah.

Almost all papers cleared. Whoo.

Going to take a real good break over the weekends and chiong Chem and Bio on Monday.

Saw someone that kinda looked like her today. Gran's reaction was damn big.

" If that is how she really looks like, that's ugly. " Or something of the sort, I don't mean to twist your words, I just can't remember clearly.

He suggested I give up. Don't think he means it though.

Honestly, I don't see her as ugly. Not a single bit. I'd foolishly admire her, yet she's never going to know of it. And what she can think of me is, well I don't know.

That dickhead who she calls a friend thinks she is ugly, Gran thinks the girl whom I said looked like her is ugly, and she has close and wonderful friends.

And obviously I'm not as good a friend as them, not fun enough to brighten up your day. Having to talk to me is only a burden, which, thankfully, sometimes you bother to bear. And sometimes you just don't. I have so much to complain about, but it isn't going to change things.

My head is now muddled and thus I'm not the best person anyone should know or talk to anymore.

I don't want to bother about this, not now. Too much on my mind already.

Got 60 for Higher Chinese language today. I hope Mdm Yu is contented with my B4. I can only hope. Could have been better though. If she's proud, she certainly did not show it.

I can say I was mentally crippled throughout every single paper, but it's all mere excuses. Don't give excuses and just show me your freaking potential already.

Anyway, in the hall, Mdm Yu cheekily whacked Allah with a pen, talked to Alex, WALKED PAST ME AS THOUGH I WAS INVISIBLE and proceeded to talk to Gran. Don't know whether she communicated with Joshua and Justin, but Lewis and I went unnoticed. Congratulate everyone, can?

Well, sleep time.

Travian is addictive, and it hardly eats up your time at all. Bloody fun.