I supposed its the stress that made me get so worked up on so many occasions today. Or perhaps not. What happened made this boy here, damn pissed off for the entire day. He wanted to explode at many people today, but wrote it off. It wasn't their fault that he was angry.

He just felt so wronged, so neglected. Blah Blah Blah. Boy is whining once more.

I wanted to blast you off la. Something is wrong with me and I need to find someone wise to confide in.

It's no good thinking like that, I feel that this manner of thinking is rather selfish of me.

Teach me the right way to think then-

Oh wait, you only teach English.

But that indignant feeling kept swelling up within me, it was rather unbearable. I'm going to just let it all loose first before it affects my attitude for studying.

I've learnt today that I will often get kicked around by people as though I feel nothing at all. People happy can already, its always your welfare that I have to look out for.

So many instances these few days, its situations like these that brings out the true nature in people.

It applies not only to friends, but to teachers too. Or maybe just a teacher, the rest seem OK.

I can quote many instances, but no point bringing people down.

Its really fucked up, what you're doing. You're not even conscious of it, and I'm letting it get to me.

It's because of your nonchalant attitude that's quite-

I realise I shouldn't condemn you like how you condemned me, thats just stooping to your level.

Shit, why am I being so evil here?

I want to dump all the vile and selfish thoughts here. I have to make a beast out of myself, to get rid of the pain of being a Man. Human, that is.

Today was probably the last day we got to see Mrs Yap for any clarifications and etc.

You know what, I decided not to defame her. Be it my fault for overthinking everything or her fault for *********************************************.

Doesn't matter. Fuck it all off, I want to mug Math, Chemistry and Biology.

I'm not going to let things fuck me upside down again. You'd better leave me alone.

Still, I'd like to thank all the teachers who've been there for me. No one is perfect and I'll just have to accept it.

It'll always be you're welfare at stake and I'll patronise and comply to your wishes.

Why, because its better if you don't think of yourself.