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Sunday, October 12, 2008
{1:23 PM}

Lets make this the last post before the O levels. Good luck to everyone, all the best to you guys.

Unless something spectacular happens, say if the sky is falling. Then I'd probably have tonnes of thing to type out, I'd post only then.

Bear with me here, I've lots to say today. Before I die off.

Lets start off with, dinner at Seoul Garden. It was so damn fun, everything that happened. With the egg crackings, laughing cum vomit from Lewis, burning of meat, dumping all the rubbish into the boiling water, looking at meat turning into charcoal, stalking Mrs Yap in the shopping mall, bidding Mrs Yap farewell, then fooling around at the arcade, hunting for places to shit at, watching Justin own Springsfield at some game, watching some kid crying so as to force us to give him a 50 cent coin (DEVIOUS SCAMMER KID AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE.), then went bowling, did sloppy work out of it, talked cock, went home at a freakishly late hour.

Well, we'll miss each other dearly, maybe because we're all gay at heart.

Just kidding, mind you.

Why didn't Mrs Yap cry? Maybe she did cry when we were not looking or something, but I just thought, maybe we're not that special after all.

Look at the class videos that were made. Every class gave their form teacher something memorable to remember their class by. What did our class have? Hardly anything. We could have done more for, and with, Mrs Yap. But there's no turning back of time now, all I can do is to think about it.

And the video ended off abruptly with a " You will be missed. " I'm not complaining, honestly. I'm glad there's even a video made for us. I just felt that, we could have done more and better with the time we had together.

Well that's just too bad. Now, we gotta study, we can't afford to be fun, or have fun.

OK, Avenged Sevenfold is staging a performance at Max Pavilion on the 24th of October. I can't express how much I'm fascinated by A7X. This implies that I'm either too much of a fanatic, or I'm not too in love and find it hard to explain. Could go both ways. Concert tickets are approximately SGD190, correct me if I'm wrong.

Well, I'm too poor and can't afford to watch. They're performing during our O levels. Thanks la. Try to keep the volume down though.

OK, I happened to watch this programme on TV called " The Hip-Hop Countdown " showcasing the hits, of hip-hop.

I'd like to talk about the Number 1 hit today.

The song is song/droned by T.I., the song is called " Whatever you like ".

I'd thought Number 1 would be something good to the ears, something good. But WTF? Why is the Number 1 hit so horrible?

I'll upload the YouTube video for people's viewing pleasure here.



So T.I goes to this fast food restaurant. Flirts with the counter girl. Gives her whatever she likes. She becomes a total slut and tells her original boyfriend to fuck off. She gets bought over by such materialistic things, then it turns out that she was just dreaming.

This song is so boring.

It's good if you're able to give your life partner a good life, but to love someone for their riches? That's not the right way to go. Love cannot be bought. Love cannot be compared, 爱情不能作比较. How can you love someone solely because he/she is cute/pretty/handsome/rich/charismatic/etc? These are just add-ons, bonuses. I know, with all these features, love would be made better, but love is out of this world and mysterious, its hard to explain.

How about saying, I don't need a reason to love you, I just do love you.

I've seen really pretty girls dating fat and ugly guys. I've seen fat and ugly girls dating really sexy guys. Perhaps they're rich or something, but otherwise, can you do the same for love? To put away each others flaws, and not loving them for their riches/etc?

Oh ya, listen to this wonderful song while you read or something. I hope you paused/ never played the T.I. video.

品冠 - 爱情不能作比较


How can there be candidates for someones love? How can loving someone, turn out to be a competition? How can there be better people in your heart, when love is only for the best?

Love is hard to explain. I don't have time to waste on it currently. I don't have much time or anything.

On to something else I'd like to talk about.

Maturity.

To be mature, there are many factors that determines maturity.

1. The way you carry yourself about. Proud? Indignant? Stubborn? Childish? Egotistic? Not the way to go. Simply be humble and composed.

2. Your beliefs. Not referring to religious matters. What is it that you believe in? Do you believe you can save the entire world, removing disease, poverty, famine and things of the like? Do you want to end global warming and the depletion of the ozone layer? Do you want to become rich and famous? Do you want to become a Masked Rider who is too ugly to show his face? No. I think your beliefs, they must be noble ones. Believe that you can and will make the people who you care for, have a good life. Give them a better life, let them have a great time, and see everything else besides yourself.

Simply put, point 2 asks of you to be selfless and noble. Take Mother Theresa and Ghandi as examples. I shouldn't be needing to explain their story.

3. This is quite an important one, so I'd capitalize every bit and put in in bold. NEVER THINK OF YOURSELF AS A GREAT AND NOBLE PERSON, NEVER CLAIM YOURSELF AS BEING MATURE. If you're someone who is actually mature, you don't even have to make claims. You don't have to say anything about yourself. Its up to people to decide whether you're mature or not.

Having to claim that you're mature, it just shows that you're hardly mature at all.

I know that I'm not mature either, at least I don't go around saying, " Hey everyone, I'm mature. "

OK, wasted enough time here. Gotta discipline myself to study and mug and clear throngs of papers and TYS.

If you'd read up to this point, Thank You. Good bye.

-----Feel-----
Time to die.

Time to be alive again.

Time for new beginnings.

Because......

Perhaps it was all a dream.

Life, live it well.

-----Speak-----

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Alastair Lee
Brina Lee
Chong Xin
Ee Ning
Frances Lim
Grace Sung
Gran Ooi
Justin Kor
Kien Ann
Lewis Leow
Melissa Wee
Sheena Phua
Terence Szeto
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