Happy Birthday, Ee Ning. Though today may have seemed quiet, at least there was Mark and family to spend time with you ma. So, cheer up yo. :)

Random, apologizes.

It is, awkward, this emptiness.

You're wishing you'd be doing something more meaningful than what you're doing right now. Yet you're so lazy, you can't will yourself into doing any other things besides dreaming away, with your wishful thinking.

So, the holidays are almost over. What have you done so far?

I've wasted kilowatts of electricity, stoning in front of the computer.

I've wasted hours of time in front of the computer.

I've worked, and thank God there were friends to work with me.

I've eaten chuckloads of breakfasts, lunches and dinners, without doing much exercise at all, thus an extreme gain of weight.

I've spent time with family and friends.

I flew to Korea by Red Bull (which gives you wings), with my family and Uncle Tiong's family, and enjoyed my time there.

I've jammed with Gran, Wai Yinn and Zi Kang, like, once or so.

I've practiced, but not a lot, and always within my comfort zone.

And now, the amounted guilt hits me.

I haven't exactly spent the holidays wisely. If you really want to be something, I suggest you work your guts out for it.

Enough of your procrastinating nonsense, it's time you moved, instead of just dreaming away.

So here goes, tomorrow must be different.

Just that few weeks left, darn it. Playing games and stuff just seems, like pointless and not fun.

How long did you take to learn how to play the guitar like that? Given that amount of time, can I reach your standard? Or better?

I've much to type out still, but I just can't-

Or rather, don't feel like typing it out. Just bottle up and implode.