Haha. The worst ways to start of a blog post. Now if you don't mind forking some time right now, how about hearing me out?
Sit.
Roll over.
Play dead.
Drop dead.
Good boy.
For once I saw it for myself. It had to be sooner or later, it was something eventual. Perhaps some part of me still can't accept this, but I have to. It's true, it's real and it's right before my eyes.
Yeah, and so I saw. And now I keep hearing millions of repeated tales, all of them recounting of what had happened. Well, I don't need that many reminders, but I have to accept it still.
Sure, it was uncomfortable to see. But something drew me closer. Then I stopped. I know I couldn't proceed further, it was far too awkward.
Perhaps the next time. Just know this, I'm just trying to be friendly, don't get me wrong.
Corny yet sentimental bullshit. Don't know why I'm doing this, but I'll do it anyways.
A void that needs to be filled.
Ne-Yo : Do You
This song, how apt. --------------------------------------------- Maybe this decision was a mistake. You probably don't care what I have to say. But it's been heavy on my mind for months now. Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space. I would love to talk to you in person. But I understand why that can't be. I'll leave you alone for good I promise. If you answer this one question for me.
I just wonder, Do you ever, Think of me, Anymore, do you?
First off let me say congratulations. Heard that you just had a baby girl. If she looks anything like her mother, She's the prettiest thing in the world. Swear that I'm not tryin' to start no trouble. Tell your fiance he can relax. I'll leave you alone for good I promise, There's a question I just gotta ask.
I just wonder, Do you ever, Think of me, Anymore, do you?
I know what we have is dead and gone. Too many times I made you cry. And I don't mean to interrupt your life. I just wonder do I ever cross your mind?
I just wonder, Do you ever, Think of me, Anymore, do you?
I just wonder Do you ever Think of me Anymore Do you?
I just wonder Do you ever Think of me Anymore Do you?
I just wonder Do you ever Think of me Anymore Do you? --------------------------------------------- I need to get back up. This has to come to an end. Or I'll get wasted from dwelling in this pointless misery.
I just don't know why this friendship has to wither off like this.
OK, enough with the depressing words, let's talk positive.
If I didn't hear wrongly, our YJ band has gotten into the finals for Talentime! :)
So people, hope you can come over to watch us, as well as support our stall which will be selling assorted french fries on that day. Make yourself free on March 14!
And then Guitar Ensemble, the seniors are absolutely awesome! Watched movie with them yesterday, Slumdog Millionare was a great movie. I should make more noise. Can't wait to spend more time with them. :)
Hoping all the best for SYF man. Hope I can make it for the SYF team. Better practice hard.
And as for school, the people there are just amazingly helpful and friendly. Sure, there are it's fair share of bastards around but, most of the people there are so nice.
Yeah fun la. I'm not planning to sleep tonight. Chiong HW.
