Totally worn out.. I should get to sleep soon. But first, let's briefly talk about what has happened so far.

Wednesday: Lessons as usual, particularly interesting conversations here and there, CCA, then tried out Thunder with Ariz, Brina, Daniel and Hein. And then we went out to eat and talk. Headed back home, tired, but stayed online for a bit and chatted! :D Then went to sleep.

Thursday: Played Frisbee for PE, almost took part in every single round, though what I did mostly was run around, trying to catch or intercept the frisbee. I know I'm not as good as the rest, but hey, at least I tried. GP followed, and today was a surprise, change of GP tutor and PW supervising tutor = no sleeping, no SMSing :( Small break after GP, half an hour to be exact, rushed to eat and get changed and everything, in case of being late for Ms Aminah's hardcore Econs lesson. Once again, couldn't SMS or sleep. Was really drained after that, yet had another small break of 30 minutes. Tried to rest a little, but to no avail.

After which, headed for Bio lesson. Was trying to keep awake during the first part, but eventually got knocked out in the later half, really am sorry to Miss Ong :/

Lastly, the long Math period that we've always dreaded. Approximately 2hours plus of non-stop chanting of Math questions and formulas. But somehow, I didn't fall asleep at all throughout the entire period, but was indeed bored stiff.

At the end of the day, there was no one to walk home with.

I think I ask for too much. Give me just that little bit of affection and I'll start craving for more. Pig. People can't be there for you forever, they've got their own friends to tend to as well.

That list. Just keep thinking I'll always be part of that last resort mechanism.

It's stupid, but there was only one word on my mind, on the lonely walk home.

Unwanted.

OK, being an idiot here.

Either way, long day tomorrow, with few lessons. Loads of time to talk. Also followed by a supposed PW meeting after their CCAs trainings have ended. So I guess this really is calling for the talk. After all, it shouldn't drag any longer.

It's just me. I'm always having problems with friends. I make the problems appear, out of nowhere.

Bad thinking.

Think I'll go to sleep early for once. LOL.