I really should get moving on, for this isn't helping.

Asking for too much from people, when I myself am not doing enough.

Feeling sore at those who get such attention with ease, they were meant to be strangers but yet.

Face it, I've always been the one losing out, what more difference could it be this time round? Amount of time spent is bullshit.

I don't know what is it that I do, but appears that I am repulsive.

Perhaps I should just stay away. Am I not just an obligation? No, a burden perhaps?

Thinking too much really.

Even if you're not fed up with me for being such a whiny bitch, I am fed up with myself for it. Really, I almost did it again, and was just disgusted at the thought of it.

I'll try harder to rid this. Even the best of friends have their limits.

Yet... Am I your friend?

Do I have friends in YJC not?

Seriously?

Chemistry test is tomorrow. And I haven't studied yet. And I'm here, worrying about anything but Chemistry.

Always coming up with issues, must stop before people get sick of it and leave.