At the end of the day, it still boiled down to this:

I'm just not good enough of a friend. Something I'm not doing/Something I'm doing wrong?

I know it won't be doing you any good by behaving like this, when you already have things to deal with on your own.

But still.

Kai Sheng sucks la. Dumb shit that wouldn't be able to understand anything.

Fail.

I'm not going to make this about me, so don't take all this to heart. In a restless trance again, so I don't really know what I'm doing here.

But most importantly, take care, hope you feel better tomorrow.