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Thursday, October 08, 2009
{3:34 AM}

Somehow, for reasons that I myself am not sure of, I just can't get to sleep. Perhaps it's due to the nearing of the Promotional Exams. Unconsciously fearing perhaps. Can't think or type properly now.

What was I about to say again? XD Forgive me if you don't understand what I'm saying here.
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*This portion probably won't make much sense. Don't take this portion to seriously.*

Still attempting to renew this mentality, much work to be done indeed.

Funny isn't it, while everyone else is still studying away, I'm over here, trying to figure things out, how it should be, who they should be, what could be going on?

Then again, who am I to judge or guess? Again with the assumptions. Why can't this fussing cease?

No matter how much you worry and fret about it, nothing will come out from it. Actions? Would it even be appropriate? Time, people, place, etc.

Fix it, slowly. Remember that, when I think too much about it, it's a bother. When I think too little about it, it's being a jerk. Never been good at finding balances. Positive jerk? Or negative worrywart?

Pray, that nothing sinister would be going into motion.

Seriously, thinking too much LOL. Just leave things be.

Cannot click = Cannot click. Loneliness might be unbearable, but you won't die from it. Know that you're not alone, know that at the end of the day, there will still be the people you have befriended and gained their trust. This ill feeling is just momentary.

YJC, friends.. guess I've never been good at making and maintaining them.

Problematique. I really should stop mulling over this and get to studying just like the rest of them. Funny isn't it? That I'm the only one foolish enough to spend time thinking over stuff like these.

That's not going to help anyways. After Promos first ba. Gain things only to lose them again, try gaining them back again and it'll be twice the difficulty required.
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*OK, time to make more sense now XD*

School was awfully long as usual today. Had a couple of laughs and talks every now and then, plus some really good advice from Ms Ong :D

School was also awfully quiet today as well. So quiet, it felt so uneasy.

After school, met up with Vanessa first, then found G+G for lunch/dinner at KFC. Bumped into LinYing along the way LOL. Seriously keep bumping into her, the world can't be that small. -.-

Immediately after eating at KFC, had to eat again with Daniel, Manna, Siong Koon and some of the seniors. This time round it was pizza. Completely stuffed luh, bleh :X

Getting fatter LOL.

Anyways SEE! I really shouldn't be fussing about anything at all. In fact, getting to dine with Vanessa and G+G and talk to them for a bit, that already was good enough for me.

Wow.

Going to try and sleep soon. Time now is 5AM. Win.

-----Feel-----
Time to die.

Time to be alive again.

Time for new beginnings.

Because......

Perhaps it was all a dream.

Life, live it well.

-----Speak-----

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