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Sunday, December 13, 2009
{9:07 PM}

Worst boyfriend in the world. What a failure I've been.

Useless jerk. What good have I ever given/done for you? Seems like nothing but hurt.

Everything that I did, it sure isn't enough. But don't worry, there will be more to come. To remove all the hurt that I've inflicted upon you, which I somehow did.

Hope you'll stop doubting me. Don't know what I ever did to even trigger such thoughts. I'm sorry.

Hope you'll stop keeping things like that from me. Seriously, there's no harm in saying it out, it's like we agreed before. There's harm in bottling up though, look at what happened. So stop it, please.

Hope you'll stop getting disappointed. I know I'm pathetic, so tell me what you find wrong with me so that I can do something about it so you can be happy again.

Hope there won't be such a kind of attitude anymore. I love you, please stop hurting me like that again.

I love you, so please, I beg of you.

I can't sleep, I couldn't sleep last night either.

I have no appetite now.

Everything else seems meaningless.

And you're still hurting.

I won't be tired anymore. I'll use the computer less.

In fact, I'll get off it, like, right now.

-----Feel-----
Time to die.

Time to be alive again.

Time for new beginnings.

Because......

Perhaps it was all a dream.

Life, live it well.

-----Speak-----

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