Be nice; now look where that has gotten you. Suppose being nice is boring. Who am I to say that of myself anyways? It's up to everyone else to judge.

Those conversations, some which I remember distinctively, what do they even mean now?

OK, I shouldn't be ranting because I should simply cherish the good times, and it's not like you guys see me as an eyesore or something. It just feels different now, perhaps because there's less of a reason to interact. But when there's a reason, things are alright aren't they? So I shouldn't fuss nor rant any further, and instead be thankful for the care and concern during times like last time.

Yeah, am grateful for the acceptance. Hope there's no hate or mockery around.

But at the same time, I find certain things kind of weird, maybe I should talk things out tomorrow. Get things out of my mind and clarify it, haha. Yeah, that'll be something to talk about. Seriously weird shit.

I find it not within my rights to ask and care because I've learnt already. I have not gained your trust which isn't that easily gained and so I shan't force things either. As a person who cares, I can only hope that everything is going fine with you, seeing as how me probing is probably going to turn out bad. Just not that close, you have your friends as well and I hope they'll be able to help then.

Ah, putting things that way makes things better :)

Enough of sensitive thoughts like: "Would you have done the same for me?" and all that shit. Ridiculous isn't it? No point in thinking like that.

OK enough with that :X

Finally got to catch up with Ee Ning last Sunday, cleared CF1.3 (WOW) and had a wonderful meal after that, talked about stuff haha :D I guess I really have to go out and study with someone in order to get work done since there's always the computer at home :/ Must tune in to Chingay and keep a lookout this time XD

And the tests in this week are finally cleared, and auditions went through, we're in the finals! :) I should start selling them CVD tickets, wonder who I should ask :O We'll see~ :)

Anyway, happy birthday Vanessa, really appreciate you coming all the way down to support, bringing lozenges that saved the day, then spending time with me during CCA, dinner, Soda party and then the long talk, haha :X LOVE YOU :)

So late already still so happening ah! :/