Feel so slighted. And it feels so deliberate. Thank God today was a Wednesday, and a nice one in fact, regardless of how tiring and trying school and CCA was.

But of course, even that can't make everything go away.

Deliberation. I feel so used. If that's what sets me apart from the rest, I'd rather stick to being who I am. Perhaps be less trusting as well.

I don't know. But the feeling sure sucks. I'm not the sort, and that sucks.