Let's see how this week goes before we say anything.

It's the block leave alright. Perhaps a tinge of hope to straighten things out, or at least my thoughts.

:) It gets so difficult to carry on smiling sometimes. Especially now.

Yet there's no getting out of it, just tank and live it through, with whatever support I have.

Take 2 years of my life, and for some reason, I seem to be losing everything already. Of course I know, it's what and how I think of things.

The countless times you've told yourself, can you pick yourself up already?!?

Now look how far you've come? Good job. Is anyone supposed or obliged to help you? And can't you help yourself?

This isn't healthy lol. I'll get off now.