Breathe. Breathe. Remember to breathe properly. Apparently you're still quite alive.
It's painful, most certainly, but it's reality. Don't deny it, don't run away from it, just face it. Just accept it.
In fact, in a way it's good to know that it hurts so much, for how long, we'll just have to see.
Seriously gotta pick myself up again and get back to the life I used to know. The upcoming 1+ years will be long, make the best out of it, become better than I used to be.
Thank you, for everything, for the good times. Sorry to have been a boyfriend with so many issues. And congratulations, all the best to the two of you.
:)
Life. Live on.