It just keeps coming back. I guess it'll never go away. Numbed to the pain, but the memories remain unforgotten. Knowing me, it is unlikely that they'd die like you did.

Absolute words once again, again with the "never"s, "will"s etc in a negative context. I know this person before, I've fought him and you helped me win. But you've brought it back too.

No, not you. It is all up to myself what I choose to think and feel. It isn't easy, but that's life.

No easy way out. I will fight on, alone.

Alone. But still well alive.