Sure has been a long time :) In a flash the year of doom has passed us by.. And as with every year, so much has changed, so much has happened and also, so much has not. Like us, no year is ever smooth sailing and perfect. We learn to pick ourselves up when the going gets tough. We indulge in the delightful moments with friends and family. Point being, be it good or bad, we must always thrive in it :)
Now to be honest, 2012 went horribly different than I planned it out to be. I started it out with zeal in light of the 2011 aftermath. Kept to my resolutions faithfully, then I crashed and burned :) Comfort and indulgence consumed me, it showed me that I need not do this anymore, there is no fight to commit to. There's still friends and family; I wasn't alone. So wasn't.
Yet therein lies the problem. Things got too comfortable for my own good and it all went downhill from then. I needed that pain back. Without that pain, I can't find reason enough to fight on. Guess other sources have to be tapped, I must adapt.
So that's 2012 in a very vague summary. Though my transition into 2013 was rather unpleasant, I gotta learn to make do. Heck, I gotta learn to make better out of it. Here's hoping everyone else had an enjoyable transit, and a good year ahead of them!
2013, we survived 2012! 2013, the year of ORD! 2013, back to studies! A new year, same old unfulfilled resolutions along with new ones.
Fight on.
P.S: I don't have that luxury.