Yeah, it's that period of time again, a year has passed since then. But much has changed compared to back then. I wouldn't say I'm numbed to it, but more of a fact that its just way behind me already. This time it just passed like any normal day, so thankful :)

The prayer still ever remains the same though. Or perhaps I should just go about things in a different manner, with the right intentions, so to speak.

That aside, all else is fine I suppose. Here's hoping my upcoming plans will pull through. Kinda have to do this, and I know I pretty much wouldn't last if I were to go for it alone. Heck, if you hadn't come along to talk about it, I wouldn't have taken any step towards things. So I'm really thankful for everything, especially for your acceptance, which I really need in this period of time.

And finally. The shocking truth. It pains me to see what really goes on behind the scenes. Common logic tells you to stop trying to deal with such pains, but the heart says " No! Carry on! ". I just don't know what to do anymore. Yet it's just sad to say that giving up makes no difference to anyone. If anything it leaves a gaping hole in my heart while everyone moves on with their lives.

Matters of the heart were never simple to deal with.

90 plus more days to liberation. Yet what then? Haha. :)